So, few days back, no, maybe a week ago, i got a fon call from ayah, which is really weird to call someone by something u shud be closest to when he is the stranger of my life, and in case for future reference, i wrote this matter late bcos i was reaally busy, with the final year project stuf and sum last minute assignments, and i'm really disappointed that the Red Devils won the Premier League. I really need to convey this to someone (or something) other than mak, i don't know, i just felt the urge to. Yeah, i dont talk dis matter to Sufian, or Fatin, or any or my housemates, well, i ges i've my reasons, i've always had, haha.
So, ayah called, but i was sleeping and i called him back, wondering what's the matter about. He asked my birthday,so i told him. I told mak, after hearing few curses, she said it's too late to give me a present for my birthday, but i don't really care.
Then, few days back, mak called me, this time she needed me to verify my place of study, and when my graduation is. I don't really know how to explain the later part, but dis is enuf for my future reference. Ayah, i will NEVER be like you, i promised this to myself, like I've always had
its hard aint it to accept when things goes wrong at the very beginning?i believe reminding ourself not to turn to b like the person we hate is very wise..i myself vow the same thing too. but somehow i think Allah will divert us into a path where He'd put us in the shoe of the person we hated (somehow la) n make us understand a bit bout the whole situation (besides cursing of coz).
ReplyDeletebut wutever it is dear, keep it real n be strong..coz i know mak will always back u up without any hesitation. kirim salam mak for me =)
haha, insyaAllah, i will. em, okay, u see, recently, i kinda undrstand what it feels like to be in my father's shoes, yes, i dont wanna be like him, but at least i have a little glimpse of what it feels like. i cud only wish the best for both :)
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